Flowers in full bloom [Through the book, I became the favorite of the dark group]

Chapter 536 Personality Profile 6: MadmanShadow; Chang Le: Bullet that hits the bull's eye

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The door was pushed open a crack, revealing a pair of haggard and frightened dark green eyes.

The doctor smiled gently and said, "Poor child, I thought you would come to see me. Come in, I have prepared some hot milk with honey for you."

She pushed the door open, walked in, sat on the sofa, and put her legs on it.

The wrinkled white skirt spread over her knees and was soon stained red by the blood that oozed from her legs and back. Only the tattered rabbit doll she was holding against her chest remained clean.

Her dark green hair was loose, different from Wei'an's messy hair, soft but lifeless, covering half of her face.

She looks exactly like Chang Le and the eldest lady, but her temperament is completely different, making it easy to tell that they are different people.

The doctor stood up, walked over quietly, handed her the hot milk with a straw, and said softly:

"Little guy, I'm not someone who will be affected by you. Don't worry about hurting me. You can say whatever you want to me."

She raised her head slowly, leaned over tentatively, and took two small sips.

The doctor placed the rest on the table behind him, then moved a stool over and sat not far in front of her.

"Can you tell me first, what should I call you?"

Her voice was very low and small: "I... don't have a name. They all call me 'Madman'. Maybe I'm still 'Shadow'."

Before the doctor asked, she continued:

"I am the 'sufferer'. Ye Buqi died in the fire, Hua Lihan sent me away, Shen Fuguang was seriously injured and dying, Shen Fuguang abandoned me, and many people died... Most of my memories are these."

Her body trembled slightly, but she calmed down a little after hugging the rabbit tightly:

"I am confused most of the time. I don't know what I am doing or what I want to do. I am often depressed and want to cry and hurt myself..."

"I'm in pain. I've always been in pain, and I still am now. I have this horrible thing on my back that bleeds a lot... it hurts..."

"I envy Wei'an because he has no sense of pain, but I... I am highly sensitive, especially to pain... including psychologically..."

"My appearance is maintained when Chang Le was less than 17 years old. At that time, Chang Le learned about Shen Fuguang's death. She was in pain. I know it. I was in pain... During that time, I was almost forced to become the main personality... I didn't want to... I was afraid..."

"I am incomplete. I don't have a complete growth experience, and I don't have an independent personality... I am Chang Le's crying shadow..."

The doctor put hot milk in a cute cup, pressed the switch, the rabbit head stood up, and the straw popped out.

She looked at the cup that was stuffed into her hand, sucked on the straw, and calmed down.

"Good boy, would you like to answer my last question?"

She nodded.

"Which would you rather have, the fusion disappear or be destroyed together?"

She looked up in confusion: "Does it make any difference? I'm going to die anyway."

The doctor explained: "Fusion is the integration of your characteristics, and destruction is the demise of all of you independently."

She thought for a while, and finally said: "I have no memory of either of these two. I don't want to exist, I only exist because I am needed. If Chang Le rejects the memories I helped her bear, then it must be the second one."

"Okay, I know."

She drank the milk slowly.

The doctor waited quietly for her to finish drinking.

She returned the cup to the doctor: "Thank you, I want to go back now."

"Little one, I think you will get what you want and be free from pain." The doctor gently touched her hair.

She lowered her head and walked away holding the rabbit.

The doctor's eyes fell on the sofa stained with blood from her back, and he rubbed his brows in distress: "What a difficult poor thing, what should I do with it?"

"Well, let's see what Chang Le chooses. Fusion? Or..."

The doctor took off his glasses and stroked his snow-white, smooth hair. His golden eyes suddenly turned into the vertical pupils of a dragon:

"What if I kill you one by one?"

"..."

"Just a joke." The doctor smiled and sat down, sorted the records on the table, then opened the door and walked out.

Tu Tu stood at the door with a lost look on his face.

The door was half open. When I walked in and turned, I could see Chang Le sleeping in the soft bedding.

——"Little lunatic, the sun is already high in the sky~"

Chang Le, who was sleeping, frowned uneasily.

——"My dear, I have researched new desserts!"

Chang Le's eyelashes trembled, like a butterfly flapping its wings about to fly.

——"The sun... Changle is... my sun."

The gloomy blond-haired, golden-eyed boy spoke in a hoarse voice, and gently and carefully held the hand extended by the playful girl in front of him.

Chang Le suddenly woke up, and then disappeared.

Tu Tu was unaware.

Chang Le felt a dull pain in her head, and waves of dizziness. Extreme nausea rushed up her throat, forcing her to lean on the armrest of the sofa. After a while, she opened her eyes.

A simple room, a table, behind the table, sat a man in a white coat, looking at her with a smile.

Chang Le's brows were furrowed in discomfort, and she looked around the room. Countless memories flooded through her mind like a tsunami.

Medical certificate;

The leaves do not cry;

Missy;

madman;

Unwell;

And... Earth.

Is this... the world inside?

Chang Le looked at the doctor and asked, "You, which personality do you have?"

The doctor smiled and said, "Chang Le, it's our first time meeting face to face. Hello, you can call me 'Doctor'. Now, it's your turn to talk to me."

Chang Le didn't have the energy to speak and leaned tiredly against the back of the sofa.

The doctor said gently, "You can say anything you want. For example, your name, age? How do you feel now?"

Chang Le spoke slowly:

"Chang Le, this is my name and age... I should have lived a long time, because Fu Guang lived a long time, and I knew him a long time ago... But the remaining two seals in my brain have not been unlocked, and I can't remember what happened back then."

"I...feel very tired, very absurd, very pathetic..."

The sadness in Chang Le's eyes almost overflowed, but he couldn't shed a single tear.

——Chuihu Secret Realm, two worlds, Mingxi and Moyue.

"It turns out that the 'truth' has been right in front of me for a long time."

——Flower: "I am benign, but I can no longer return to the human camp."

"I am a fusion, a mutating monster. No matter where I started, my ending may have already been determined."

——She Haoyun: "If you continue to stay in the Hua family, you will regret it."

"I regret it... The price of this game is that I will never be the same again."

——Kazimir: "Because I want to destroy this world."

"...Well, I actually...want to..."

The cold bullet passed through all the past time and finally hit the bull's eye.

"Yes, within me lies the abyss of destruction.

But I,

Full of hatred, but no one to hate.

I still have a ridiculous conscience that makes me refuse to be destroyed without peace."