Undead Journal

Chapter 14

Sunny January 1th in the Age of the Undead

Have I ever lost my mind?

After waking up, I have been thinking about this matter, and Yu Shao's words made me feel that there are many shady scenes.

Why did I lose my mind more than 1000 years ago?

Because I stepped in between them, did Emperor Luolin stretch out his little finger and give me a second?

In fact, what puzzles me the most is the very first question, how can I be so persistent in stirring up trouble between them?

I looked at Young Master Yu blankly, not only wanting to know the truth of the matter, but also afraid that he would suffer thunder disaster again because of leaking the secret.

I stared at him stupidly for a while, and I only said one sentence: "It would be great if I could go back to the beginning. If I could go back to the beginning, I must tell Chen Yuqing that Li Luolin likes him, and I must also tell Li Luolin not to be so awkward. , treat Chen Yuqing well...then they can live with He Lele forever, right?"

In fact, no matter which life I change, I will try my best to match them, but is it too late now?

It is the so-called regret.

But, how did I know that was the case.

At the beginning, I only knew how to feel sorry for Mr. Watering Can's unhappiness at that time.

So is this the short-sightedness of the dandy, who only sees for a moment, but cannot see through the whole life.

"Or, it's fine if I don't show up at all in the first place."

I muttered to myself.

If you don't show up, you won't feel sorry for Mr. Watering Can. Whether they are deeply in love with each other, or Luanfeng and Ming, it's always nothing to do with me. If something happens to me, my heart doesn't need to hurt so much.

I clutched my heart in a trance, and suddenly realized that at that moment before, I resented Mr. Watering Can for bringing me such pain. What is the difference between me like this and Li Luolin?

"Young Master Yu, I suddenly don't look like me anymore."

I narrowed my eyes and smiled wryly.

This was the only thing that made me feel noble, otherwise how could I be a worthless dandy worthy of Mr. Watering Can?

"Book white..."

Young Master Yu opened his mouth, and I shook my head to interrupt him: "Fortunately, I woke up in time. If I just leave Mr. Watering Can and only care about my own happiness, then am I still the same me? I am worthy of Young Master Yu." How do you like it?"

"Book white..."

Yu Shao hesitated to speak, and finally he could only sigh.

I looked at him quietly: "I want to meet Li Yingnian and tell him that this is not the way to love a lover. Chen Nian is soft but not hard. If you treat him well, he will naturally find out that he will be moved by such a subtle influence. at last……"

I took a deep breath: "Finally, I will show up again, tell him that I have moved on, and let him cut off the last trace of my thoughts."

This is a rather clumsy and bloody plan, and a dude like me can only come up with such a plan.

It should work, though, and as long as Mr. Watering Can ends up living happily ever after, then that's enough.

The meeting with Li Yingnian was finally realized under Yu Shao's arrangement. I didn't say anything else to Li Yingnian, but I asked Yu Shao to take out the mirror and show the life of Chen Yuqing and Li Luolin to Li Yingnian like a movie.

In the end, I said to Li Yingnian: "People's hearts are made of flesh, and you have to trade your heart for your heart. Don't just focus on your own feelings and make him angry that he doesn't feel your love..."

That's not loving him, that's loving yourself. To really love someone, the first thing you should consider is not your own feelings, but his feelings.

——I choked on this sentence and didn't say it. I don't expect Li Yingnian to really love Mr. Watering Can. I only hope that they can spend this life with He Meimei and end Mr. Watering Can's doom.

The meeting ended quickly, and I was very unsure if it would have any effect.

I asked Young Master Yu: "Based on what you know about Emperor Luo Lin, how much can he listen to these words?"

Yu Shao looked at me for a long time, and finally opened his lips: "Maybe... [-]%."

Why can he say that?

I have been stubborn for more than 1000 years, accustomed to bossing around, accustomed to such a self-centered emperor, is it really so easy to repent?

I don't consider myself gifted as a negotiator.

Young Master Yu didn't say much, and left in a hurry, and when he came back he was exhausted, as if these few minutes had been so tiring for him in several lifetimes. This time, he said to me with great certainty: "I'm sure, Ten percent!"

I asked him, "What did you do?"

He avoided answering, and only said: "Don't worry, Li Luolin just didn't know how to love before, but now that he knows, he will never be as simple and rude as before."

"It's not that he doesn't know how to love, he just loves himself."

Now that Li Yingnian is not here, I don't need to be polite anymore, just say this straightforwardly.

Young Master Yu bowed his head in silence for a while, then raised his head and asked me, "What about you?"

I know what he is asking, and I am deeply sorry: "My love is too little, and after giving it to one person, there is nothing left."

"Then if..."

Yu Shao looked at me deeply: "If Chen Nian can finally live happily with Emperor Luo Lin, then what about you, can you take back your love and give it to me?"

Can the love given be taken back?

If Yushao's assumption is true, then Mr. Watering Can has already taken back his love for me, then, about, maybe, maybe... I can do it too?

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