Undead Journal

Chapter 11

Sunny January 1th in the Age of the Undead

Miracles are usually in the form of pills, so this bowl of medicine is naturally not a miraculous medicine, so I am still lying here, soft like a ball of cotton, so the last diary, the last diary, Including this article and a period of diary for a long time to come, I didn't write it down on the same day, but wrote it down later.

So at one time I thought about changing the name of the diary to memoirs, but thinking that I always recorded it in a day-by-day order, it was fine, and it was still a diary.

In fact, even if this day does not match the life of the world, according to what Yu Shao said later, a month has actually passed between opening and closing my eyes yesterday, but that has nothing to do with me, it has nothing to do with me. For me, it's just that the day didn't end, it was dark when I closed my eyes, and dawn when I opened my eyes, so the date of my diary is still postponed day by day.

I fell asleep after drinking the medicine yesterday, and when I woke up, Young Master Yu sighed at my bedside: "I don't understand, why can't you let go of Chen Yuqing, he and you... even people from two worlds."

"I do not know either."

I honestly said: "I just want to take care of him as soon as I see him, let him live comfortably, don't be sad, don't be sad, don't be indifferent, and don't be lonely."

Yu Shao suddenly looked very sad.

I didn't speak either, and there was going to be a long silence, so I gently asked Young Master Yu: "Chen Yuqing...is that his name?"

After a pause, I explained again: "I mean Mr. Watering Can."

"Yes and no."

Young Master Yu said sullenly: "This is his name in your first life, now he is called Chen Nian."

Chen Nian...

I chewed on the name silently in my heart, and then asked Young Master Yu: "Can I ask you what our first life was like, why my existence is...to interfere?"

I didn't ask Young Master Yu if he knew about the relationship between me and Sprinkler...uh, Chen Yuqing. He has always acted as if he knew everything about us.

I also didn't ask Young Master Yu how he knew about our relationship. In my opinion, this kind of expert probably has some supernatural abilities.

And the reason why I want to ask this is that I want to take advantage of the fact that I am lying helpless and powerless to everything, so why not take this opportunity to sort out all the things and feelings between us, and see if I am really a so-called "little three" ", and then how should we sort out our messy relationship now.

Counting it has been more than 1000 years, I really don't want such a chaotic relationship to continue to be chaotic.

The point is, I don't want Mr. Watering Can to endure hardships. After sorting it out, even if I'm really a mistress, even if I don't have anything to do in the future, as long as Mr. Watering Can is not sad or lonely, it will be considered...complete.

But even though I was so determined in my heart, I was still unhappy when I mentioned the word "disturbance". It was obviously not me, but the teacher who was disturbing.

Yu Shao probably saw my grievances, and there was some compassion in his expression.After being silent for a while, he grabbed a mirror from the sky and said in his mouth, "Come on, I'll let you know if you want to know."

Then I saw two teenagers in ancient costumes in the mirror. Obviously, one was Mr. Watering Can and the other was the teacher, but they had shrunk a lot, but they should be Chen Yuqing and Li Luolin at the age of eleven or twelve.

Only two teenagers, without me.

Before my heart could twist and hurt, the camera was pulled back to show the whole environment.

This is roughly a school, with a gentleman with a white beard and various students aged six to 14. Chen Yuqing and Li Luolin share a desk, neither front nor back.The two teenagers sat side by side, with the same red lips and white teeth, the same delicate features, and there was an indescribable tacit understanding between their demeanors.

Inadvertently, the two met eyes and smiled, my heart was finally twisted, and it began to ache.

This kind of atmosphere where I can't even insert a needle, I can't help but feel ashamed.

Sure enough, I am a third party?

Young Master Yu sighed, and stretched out his hand to cover the mirror: "It's better not to look at it."

"No, I want to see."

I haven't forgotten my original intention. I want to sort out the relationship between us.

The time in the mirror was only in this school, and it passed quickly. In a blink of an eye, the two of them were already thirteen or fourteen, and they became more and more gluey.I twisted and twisted in distress, and finally, the screen changed, but it was still a school.

No, it should be called an academy now, and there are teenagers or youths over the age of 14, each and every one of them is no longer the child who was just playing around, looking sober, and trying hard to get fame.At this time, there was the first quarrel between Chen Yuqing and Li Luolin.

In my opinion, this is completely unreasonable for Li Luolin, there is no reason for it, he started to show Chen Yuqing's face, making Chen Yuqing stunned, and finally he even sat on the empty seat at the back, no longer with Chen Yuqing Row.

Seeing Chen Yuqing almost shed tears, I felt so distressed that I almost made myself a bitch, only then did I realize that seeing them happy is nothing but seeing Chen Yuqing unhappy, I really can't stand it.

Just as I wished I could roll up my sleeves and run to the mirror to ask Li Luolin why he treated Chen Yuqing like this, a blur suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, and a dude in red and green sat beside Chen Yuqing.

With a flick of my heart, I knew instantly that this person was none other than me.

At that moment, I seemed to feel the same way, as if I crossed the mirror and sat beside Chen Yuqing, as if I had just met him, staring blankly at Chen Yuqing's side face, all kinds of distressed, all kinds of don't understand how anyone would be willing to let such a good-looking person sad.

But he didn't know what he could do, so he could only quietly stuff a snack and push a cup of tea when he covered his stomach and frowned.

Chen Yuqing didn't eat that piece of snack, nor did he drink that cup of tea, and Li Luolin's attitude towards Chen Yuqing became even worse.

It was a war without gunpowder, but only with a cold face and a bad attitude. Chen Yuqing's face became uglier day by day, and the frequency of covering his stomach became more and more frequent.One day, after covering his stomach, Chen Yuqing finally opened his lips and took a bite of the snack I gave him.

A tear fell silently the moment he bit down the snack.

I was very flustered, thinking that something was wrong with my dim sum, but there was nothing I could do, and finally I had to clumsily push the teacup towards him.

Chen Yuqing's tears flowed faster and faster, but when the tears flowed, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and then I became elated again.

After that, Li Luolin's attitude became even worse, but Chen Yuqing's complexion improved day by day, and finally regained his composure completely. Occasionally, there was still a slight smile that was not obvious, like a frightened bird, passing by lightly.

Then there is nothing.

I looked in the mirror wondering for a long time before I remembered why, I raised my head and asked Young Master Yu: "Did I die later?"

Yu Shao nodded.

I was dazed for a while, and I couldn't imagine how ugly Chen Yuqing's face would become after I disappeared, and my heart began to hurt unbearably.

"I'm not a mistress!"

After finally holding back the pain, I said firmly to Young Master Yu.

Li Luolin didn't cherish it first, and I clumsily comforted her later. No matter what, Li Luolin deserved what he deserved.

Yu Shaoqi: "Do you really understand?"

Why didn't I understand, even if I was a little ignorant at the beginning, even if Ji Shubai in the mirror was ignorant all his life, I always understood the connection between the past and the present - Li Luolin did like Chen Yuqing, Chen Yuqing didn't Cuo also has a crush on Li Luolin from the bottom of his heart.But Chen Yuqing hadn't figured out what kind of category his affection for Li Luolin belonged to in his heart. Li Luolin became angry with Chen Yuqing's incomprehensible style in various ways, and his attitude was all kinds of bad, and then made Chen Yuqing angry, so he just Gave me a chance.

But is it reasonable for Li Luolin to just blindly hurt Chen Yuqing without saying anything?

I looked at Young Master Yu calmly: "If you hurt in the name of love, can that be called love?"

Yu Shao was angry again: "What do you know!"

I understand, why don't I understand, isn't it just sadomasochism?

It's on TV, and more in novels.

Forgive me for being ignorant, but if it is abused, can that still be called love?

"Love, apart from being happy with each other, is to hope that the other party will live a better life."

"Don't say that you must live better than yourself, at least be happy, satisfied, happy and peaceful. If you can't even do this, it's not called love, it's called passerby."

"What's more, that's called hurt!"

I had an eloquent speech, and when I said this, I glanced at Yu Shao, and said contemptuously: "In a word, fuck him~ Mommy loves you so much!"

Young Master Yu was probably choked enough, unable to speak for a long time, and finally sighed: "I admit that he is the one who is deeply in love with sadomasochism~ Mom is not a thing, but this muddy water between them is really not something you can participate in. .”

Young Master Yu said this very helplessly, it could even be said to be a plea.

This is really against his image of a master.

I didn't understand everything, so I couldn't help asking: "Why?"

This is of course not asking Young Master Yu why I can't participate, but why he treats me so earnestly.

I've always been a heartless person, but I can always understand that Young Master Yu is doing everything for my own good.

But this is just a story between me, Chen Yuqing and Li Luolin, isn't it?

"why?"

Young Master Yu was stunned for a moment, and turned his head away: "You three have been watching this shit for more than 1000 years, and I am also annoyed!"

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