There is such a metamorphosis in the world

Chapter 21

He is Mr. Xiao.Also, the Lu family was really waiting for him for seven or eight years, Xiao Jing couldn't figure it out.

And yes, it is also the deadliest thing, the Lu family was really boiled to death.

He went to look for the Lu family half a year before his death.

He was always thinking about him, but he never dared to look for him, fearing that he would not be able to hold on.

At that time, Xiao Jing completely indulged the Lu family, letting him find his own happiness.He can't say exactly how many years it will take to get the achievement before he gets the result, and he can't ignore his mother to be with him.

If the Lu family finds someone who is truly loving and loving during these years, he will definitely offer his blessings.

After all, during the Chinese New Year, the Lu family said that they wanted to find a boyfriend.

But when he walked into the door that night and was hugged by the Lu family, he thought, ah, he was still waiting for him.

He misses him so much, year after year is endless.Sometimes Xiao Jing would look at the photo of the Lu family when he didn't want to do it, and that photo was taken by the university.He took a look, squatted down for a while, stood up and was the second in command in the company, and the unsmiling Brother Xiao.

After killing a rich foreign devil in the company, Xiao Jing was so happy that he almost went crazy.

He can pay all the money for the house, and his mother has no worries about her life.

So Xiao Jing drank too much and got drunk as a matter of course at the celebration party.

That night he had a relationship with the Lu family, and when Xiao Jing woke up near dawn, it was as if the Lu family was doing homework at his house many years ago, and the two of them were so tired that they lay down directly and were moved to the bed by their mother.

But this time it's different, the Lu family has become his, and it's his dream.

Xiao Jing propped his head up and looked at him, looking at this completely unsuspecting face that was sleeping.

If he gave his mother all his money, the RV, what was left.No, maybe none left.Then what will he give to the Lu family? He has no confidence that he can give the Lu family a happy future.Xiao Jing doesn't want a fleeting dream, he always thinks more than others, whether it is necessary or superfluous, if he wants to be with the Lu family, it must be long and lasting.

Xiao Jing touched Lu Jia's face.

Just wait, Lu family, wait.

When I make some more money, it would be nice to have a house of our own.

People's need for money is always unstoppable.

So Xiao Jing left again the next day, bought breakfast for the Lu family, and left a note.

A few hours before the Lu family accident, Xiao Jing was driving to another city.

His mother often urged him to go home, but the busy Xiao Jing couldn't get away.

This time is a rare free time.

In the middle of the drive, he received a call from Lu's family.As soon as Xiao Jing opened his mouth, he knew that the other party was drunk, so he hurriedly asked where he was.The Lu family chattered non-stop, and finally realized that it was next to a light pole not far from home.

Xiao Jing glanced at the half way, and turned the steering wheel to go to Lu's house without hesitation.

He didn't hang up all the way, just listening to the Lu family talk in a drunken voice, which made him start to panic.

When he arrived, he saw the Lu family squatting silently beside the lamppost, so Xiao Jing got out of the car, clutching his phone tightly.The call was cut off suddenly 10 minutes ago, and he guessed it was because of a dead battery.

Lu Jia, who was originally in the shape of an ostrich, suddenly stood up, smashed his mobile phone to the ground, wiped his eyes with his arm indiscriminately, and shouted, "Xiao Jing, I don't want to see you anymore, fuck you!" trembling Suo rubbed his hands and ran home.

At that time, Xiao Jing was not far from Lu's house, and he could be reached within a dozen or so steps. In other words, he was not blocked by any objects, and as long as Lu's family turned around a little, they could see him.It's a pity that the Lu family didn't believe it. They didn't believe that a phone call could invite the cold Buddha in their hearts.

However, the fact is so obvious, during the years of their separation, the Lu family has never played the number that kept recurring in their hearts, and Xiao Jing did not dare to call, for fear that he would not be able to hold on.It is obvious that the Lu family was very willful when they were young, and they always got what they wanted, but when they grow up, they are so restrained that it is hateful.

After hearing what the Lu family said, Xiao Jing paused, did not move forward, and could only follow from a distance.Following all the way to the alley, seeing the figure of the Lu family gradually engulfed by the darkness, he returned to the car upset.He couldn't explain how he felt when he got in the car and drove home. The Lu family hated him, and he couldn't find any excuse to explain it. He didn't even have the courage to step forward and stop him.He woke up once in the middle of the night, anxiously wanting to call Lu's family, but he pressed the call button only to realize that the other party's phone was out of battery, hung up in boredom, and kept his eyes open until dawn.In the morning, I was putting on a tie in front of the mirror in a daze. I received a call from my mother in another city. At first I thought it was a reproach, so I took a deep breath to answer the call. As soon as I called my mother, there was a crying message from over there. .

Lu's family passed away, robbed in the alley, and was stabbed many times.

On January 2014, 1, after the Lu family walked into a dark alley, they did not come out again.

And a few minutes before the incident, Xiao Jing had just left.

If he had followed up at that time, maybe the Lu family would not have died. If he had arrived in a hurry and held his hand and told everything, maybe the Lu family would not have died. If it was in college...if it was in high school ... All the rhetorical questions are like a chain reaction, denying everything, taking all the blame on the body, falling into the endless cycle of regret and questioning, and never getting out.

"Mr. Xiao?"

The sound of the coffee cup being placed on the table awakened Xiao Jing in his memory.

Lu Jia's shadow flickered in his eyes a few times, and he blinked before realizing that this was a cafe and that he was on a blind date.

Recently, she has become more and more anxious about her mother's arrangement. After all, Xiao Jing has reached an embarrassing age, and people around him jokingly call him the diamond king and five.

"Feel sorry."

Xiao Jing picked up the cup.

Since the death of the Lu family, he has participated in countless blind dates, but none of them succeeded.The longest one met three times, and the shortest said sorry on the same day.Xiao Jing also refused, using work and lack of time to prevaricate with various reasons, but his mother seemed to be cheating, he could always crack it and became more courageous as he fought.Xiao Jing had no choice but to participate symbolically.However, after living as a bachelor for so many years, when I see young couples passing by with their bouncing children on the road, I always stop and look back.

He was a little envious.

The older I get, the more I like children, the more I am afraid of being alone, and the more I want to find someone to laugh and talk to.

However, facing countless blind date girls, Xiao Jing can always find a reason to refuse.

This person seems to be a little fatter, no, he remembered that the Lu family was very thin, like a bamboo pole.This person's eyes seemed a little small, no, he remembered that Lu Jia's eyes were very big, flickering like two big light bulbs.This person seems to be a little short, no, he remembered the Lu family... Later, he couldn't find an excuse, so he started to work on his hair. He remembered that the Lu family's hair was very short, and he remembered that the Lu family never dyed their hair. The Lu family and the Lu family... It was like a nightmare , the witch's curse.

It's not that Xiao Jing doesn't want to have a family.

Just trying to find someone I like.

The girl on the blind date today is named Fang Tang. It seems that her parents are very loving, so she took two surnames as her first name.Generally, children would be embarrassed to get such a group name, but girls are not, and they are always proud when they introduce it.He is also tall and generous, with black and beautiful hair. He graduated from a prestigious university and works as a white-collar worker in a company. He is a good match with Xiao Jing.

Xiao Jing looked around, but couldn't find any shortcomings, so he could only complain about Lu Jia in his heart.

In the end, the two exchanged numbers as an opportunity to meet next time.

When he came out, it was snowing outside, which reminded Xiao Jing of the bad past—the self who stood alone outside the room as a punishment when he was a child, and the self who cried like an idiot in the small cemetery. Fang Tang went first and told him Saying goodbye, Xiao Jingjing nodded, and also replied, be careful on the road.

Exhaling at the road where cars occasionally pass by, the phone rang, and I took it out to see that it was Jiang Yang.

The agreed place was behind the big hotel. There was a restaurant with small advertisements pasted on the glass. There was enough food and wine in it, and it was delicious.The boss is a real person with a kind heart.Occasionally, regular customers joked that they were afraid to enter at first after looking at the advertisement of this water.The boss just smiled naively and said it was useless. He was in a hurry when he first posted it, but it was full again the next day after cleaning. Once he caught it and begged on the ground before saying anything, and discussed with him that he would post it in the future. It has to be posted better, and a few pieces have to be left out so as not to block the line of sight.Not to mention, this glass flower is full of flowers, very beautiful.The guests laughed out loud.

When Xiao Jing arrived at the restaurant, he patted off the snow from his head and body, and greeted the owner who washed vegetables outside.

The boss responded with a smile, reminding people to arrive.

Xiao Jing nodded and walked into the gate, Jiang Yang who had been there earlier waved to him.

The opening line is still "I haven't seen you for a few years, and you are still so cowardly, hahahaha."

Xiao Jing glanced at him: "You have changed a lot. Back then, you were a bully at school and wore short sleeves in heavy snow. Now you have traveled more and more. Are you old?"

Jiang Yang rubbed his nose and smiled: "Don't do it, my wife asked for it."

He was wearing a down jacket with a sweater inside, and a beaming scarf around his neck. Compared with Xiao Jing who was only wearing a suit and windbreaker, he looked more and more like a loner.

"What's the matter, there is no one I can bring to show you." Seeing that Xiao Jing didn't speak, he automatically skipped the subject and picked up the wine, "Come on, let's have a drink."

Jiang Yang, who is in his 30s, is no longer a jerk who sprays venom out of his dog's mouth, and he knows how to read his words.

No one thought that the two people who were incompatible with each other back then could get together to this situation where they get together every few months.

After seeing Jiang Yang put three cups on the table, Xiao Jing said, "Still doing this set."

"No way." Jiang Yang poured them one by one, "Who told him to go in winter, he will remember it when it snows."