There is such a metamorphosis in the world

Chapter 14

Why did you still come to me later, and still be with me...

The five flavors are mixed, and the anger is unbearable.

This is the first time after I became a ghost, the first time I feel angry, and the first time I know.

It turns out that I have always hated Xiao Jing.Hate his ambiguity.

Does not say the words mean there is no?

I really want you to die, I really want you to be like me, if you despise me, I will let you be entangled by me forever and ever.

Spikes grew out of the hand at some point, and as the fist was clenched and pierced towards the soul, the transparent liquid dripped to the ground, creating ripples layer by layer.I felt my body was burning hot, as if a fire was burning in the sky, and a painful howl almost spewed out from my throat.

After taking a step forward, a bolt of lightning struck straight down, illuminating the small space, accompanied by the huge thunder of Perak Bala.

When I turned around, I felt strangely shocked like never before, as if my dead heart was still beating in my chest.

It wasn't raining outside, the city was still bustling, and the moon kindly revealed a corner.

I saw the shadow reflected on the window glass, pale skin, black eyes and purple lips, thirteen holes in the black body, and the liquid gushing out of it was like a faucet that could not be turned off tightly. stop.

He smiled again, waved his hand, and the shadow on the glass disappeared.

I sighed, forget it.

They're all dead, so why bother taking out others' anger.

Shaking his head, he saw that the traces on his body had disappeared and turned back to transparent.I floated up and went to Xiao Jing's side.

He closed his eyes, completely unaware that a rookie ghost wanted to kill him just now.

I lay next to him, controlled my strength to float on the bed, closed my eyes and pretended to fall asleep.

Before closing his eyes, he warned himself, forget it.

However, I don’t know if it’s Hades or God, maybe it’s another character who hangs up the sky. In short, after I finished thinking about this sentence, I really lost my consciousness and entered the deep darkness.

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May 2013, 5, spring, sunny

Two years have passed since I saw Xiao Jing last New Year.

During this period, there was almost no contact, only occasionally hearing from parents that the girlfriend we talked about before didn't last long, the reason seemed to be that Xiao Jing didn't take the initiative, and the two always went out dryly and came back dryly.

At that time, I was squatting by the sofa with a bowl of rice, and ordered the dishes with peachy news. I was expected to finish the meal after listening to it, and then went to work contentedly.

But to be honest, this is quite in line with Xiao Jing's personality, and he didn't talk much when getting along with him before, but fortunately, the young master is a chatterbox.The great sage male god will live forever, his hot eyes will change 72 times, and the monkey boy, I can only jump up and down, talk out of line and make trouble desperately.Thinking about it now, Xiao Jing's encounter with me may be more like a tragedy.

Right now, it is useless to talk about Xiao Jing often, because there is a more difficult problem in front of him.

After graduating from university for four years and working in the company for another four years, I am now the "senior" 26-year-old me who has become the key care object of the department.From the enthusiastic minister and senior sister who wants to introduce girls to me, down to the three-meal companion who often popularizes science and dating experience, I usually laugh so hard when I deal with these faces!

I stretched and completely collapsed on the swivel chair.

In fact, after being single for so long, I also want to experience the feeling of being drenched in peach blossoms, but my sexual orientation is too special.I'm not saying that I can't get down from this dead neck tree like Xiao Jing, after all, I confessed, after a symbolic chase for a while, the damage coefficient to the straight man's HP value has reached its peak.

I just, over the years, haven't come across the right one.

After work today, I went to KFC alone and bought a hamburger and Coke for dinner while walking.

As summer approaches, the oncoming wind carries heat.The meat slices and salad in the hamburger were extremely sticky, and most of the Coke was out of breath. After a few mouthfuls, the rest was thrown into the trash can, and went up the dark corridor with a whole body of irritability.

The sensor light was broken a week ago, and my neighbor and I have called someone to fix it, over and over again, and finally no one cares about it.

When I got home, I turned the key to open the door, and when the bright light shone, I was thankful that I was a clean kid.After rolling a few times on the tidy bed, I reluctantly took out my clothes and went to take a shower.

My life is like this, I go to and from get off work, occasionally tease the pet dog downstairs in my free time, or watch TV and play games until I fall asleep.In order to avoid walking a little, I rented a house outside, on the fourth floor.Occasionally I go home for dinner, and my biological parents still dislike me, but they still ask me to bring a bunch of things to my neighbors before going out.

Distant water cannot save a nearby fire, and distant relatives are not as good as neighbors.

They probably noticed it.

But every time I come back, the two anti-theft doors are closed tightly. If there is anything, I can only ask the mirror.

After taking a shower, I blow my hair in front of the electric fan, and the half-cool wind makes me drowsy.

This is a small grain in the vastness of ordinary life, and there is nothing special about it.However, the hasty knock on the door made up for the end of the day.

Holy crap, I was woken up instantly, and when I went out to look at the cat's eye, I touched my conscience and wondered if I owed anyone money recently.

No, so I glanced at it reassuringly, and then my whole body went bad.

It was Xiao Jing who stood at the door and kept knocking.

He looked drunk, staggered, and twice lay on the door, blocking the peephole.

Fortunately, I was in time, otherwise I thought it was a robbery.

To be honest, seeing him felt a little complicated.It seems that all these years have been wasted, and it has become a ridiculous self-comfort.

But I can't ignore it, because this guy is calling my name strangely.

He yelled twice, knocked on the door hard, and then yelled again, as if he was determined to die.

I felt very guilty watching in the room, for fear of attracting neighbors or upstairs and downstairs.When he turned the door open for the third time in the cycle, Xiao Jing hadn't even made a sound yet, and a hungry tiger came rushing towards him.

He hugged me immediately, and his high-pitched voice was full of endless joy: "Lu family, Lu family, this plan has passed! Finally passed! That foreign devil... I will have a lot of money, and I can buy a house and a car! foreign devil……"

I was knocked back by him a few times.

The smell of alcohol filled his nose, and his incoherent words filled his ears.

I know that he runs a company with others and is the second in command. These are his life over there.Even if you are far away, you can still understand what you say all the time.I congratulated a few times, trying to get Xiao Jing to let go, but he kept grabbing my waist, like a vine entangled endlessly, and he seemed to be drunk.I had no choice but to pat him on the back like coaxing a child, and the two of them swayed to close the door in the posture of being hugged.

After finally solving the door, the slippers acted like a demon again.I didn't step on it and the whole person jumped forward.Xiao Jing leaned against the facade, and I just ran into his arms.

At that moment I felt strangely familiar.

A long time ago, maybe a long, long time ago.

The closure for so many years is like a Pandora's box with keys, and the rich and precious treasures are enough to make people drown in it quickly.

I buried myself in his arms and called Xiao Jing in a low voice.

I'm not called brother, and we don't have any strange relationship.

Except they're all men.

I adjusted the honey water and prepared hot towels.

At first, I felt that the electric fan would make me dizzy, but after I turned it off, I felt hot again, so I got up and turned the electric fan far away, shaking my head.

During this process, Xiao Jing sat at the low table and thought about it.

I am already tired after get off work, and I have to take care of a fake child, and I am sadly willing.

After everything was done, I came to Xiao Jing and sat down, pushed the honey water: "Drink it."

Xiao Jing was completely bored, and then smiled at me, making my heart skip a beat.

"The Lu family..." He fell to this side muttering, and I yelled a few times, and straightened him up again.

Then we chatted, mostly he was reminiscing about the past, but the reminiscences were not good, the time axis was messed up.I couldn't keep up with the rhythm, so I could only respond to him intermittently. After the response, I felt a little sleepy, so I asked if I wanted to send him back.

He didn't speak, just looked at me and smiled.

His eyes were bright with a smile, pouring into it like a sky full of stars.

"Lu family." He said word by word, his voice was extremely clear, "Still waiting for me."

I seem to be bewitched, at this moment, by these eyes, this smile.

He was drunk, this man, I seemed to feel relieved when I thought about it.

"Hey." I answered him with my head propped up.

As soon as the sound came out, he froze.

I think of a lot at once, I think of being urged to marry, the kind and enthusiastic partners at work, the past countless times I walked through the dark alleys alone, and I think of the rumbling firecrackers and the warm yellow lights of the New Year's Eve dinner two years ago.

I've never dated anyone, either a man or a woman who should have tried, simply because I haven't met the right one.

And the only thing in my heart that thinks fit—

"I'll see if the water is boiling."

I admitted that I was hurt by the words, so I found an excuse to leave.

The kettle on the induction cooker in the kitchen still has the red letter indicating that the water is being boiled. I stand there, under the light of the dark white light.

There were light footsteps behind me, and I knew Xiao Jing was coming.

"Wait a minute, I'll take you back."

I exhaled, fished my bangs up, and pressed the switch.

"The Lu family..." Xiao Jing suddenly approached from behind, almost holding me in his arms.

His breath lingered in my ears, hot and itchy.I turned around and looked at him cautiously.We looked at each other for a while, the lights in the kitchen dimmed our eyes, then Xiao Jing lowered his head and kissed me.

Familiar warm, with the smell of alcohol.

It was as if I had returned to my third year of high school graduation. In that dim movie theater, the huge screen was still full of lights. I closed my eyes, and the warmth on my lips tossed and turned.