There is such a metamorphosis in the world

Chapter 12

So, at the end of this incident, Xiao Jing and I blew the cold wind on the mountain for half a night, and came down at dawn.

In fact, I don't really understand why Xiao Jing has to climb so high to see the moon, and even if I fall asleep, there is no need to stand on it, just come down.

But after much deliberation, it's not good to fall asleep first, so when Xiao Jing insisted on touching my head with a blank face, I smiled at him.

The next day, I happily came to return Xiao Jing's trench coat.

When they walked to their dormitory building, they saw Xiao Jing standing downstairs. Before they were overjoyed, they heard a girl calling him from a distance.

He turned around, and the girl ran to him and wrapped his arms around him.

I kept silent and turned around immediately, as if I saw something I shouldn't see.

I took two steps with a feeling of displeasure, thinking about the premonition of last night.

Sure enough, something happened, something bad.

Good things don't work, bad things work.

I couldn't help but let out a long sigh in my heart, grabbed the bag of the windbreaker and walked forward.

He raised his head with a complicated heart, and stood still all of a sudden.

I saw Jiang Yang, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, standing in front of me.

He looked at me, but he didn't seem to be looking at me anymore, his expression was frozen.

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January 2014, 1, winter, sunny

I had a relationship with Xiao Jing.

This is an abnormal and disgusting relationship that cannot be ignored no matter how you look at it.

Originally, I thought I would always remember it, but this morning, when I saw Xiao Jing brushing his teeth, I suddenly remembered it.The reason why "think" is used means that it has been forgotten before.

I floated beside Xiao Jing, watching him complete the morning preparation step by step, and then followed him out of the bathroom.

Some things are gradually forgotten when I am alive, but I remember them bit by bit when I am dead.

I have to say, this is really ironic.

That bad memory made me feel that things were not as good as I thought.

I thought that the previous New Year's farewell was the last time we saw each other while alive.

The four years of college passed by in a hurry, and there was nothing new in it, except that at the end of the senior year, my parents moved out of the big yard and lived in a new house in the city.At that time, I was busy with my studies and didn't participate in the move.

After graduation, I look for a job in the city like most people.When I walked into the new community for the first time, I suddenly realized that there was no reason to go back to the yard except for the occasional whim of my parents.

Then there is no need for me and Xiao Jing to meet again.

When I relax for a moment, I think of the past in a series of thoughts, remembering the big moon I saw a long, long time ago, and the girl's clothes the next day-a very ordinary suspender skirt.

After thinking about it, I have already entered the community, and when I walked up the corridor, I realized that I really don't need to contact.

When we met again, it was already two years later, during the New Year, the firecrackers of each family were going off non-stop, and the eyes were full of red when you just poked your head.The child is wearing the newly bought clothes and bouncing around the fitness equipment. As dusk approaches, the candy in his hand turns into fireworks, one by one, shining the last light when night comes.

Parents invite all kinds of acquaintances to their home. They are hospitable at first, and Chinese New Year is just a good time to visit relatives and friends.My parents were busy in the kitchen, and I kindly went to help, but I was rejected.

At that time, I had been working for almost two years. In the living room, I had no problem with the salary company's inquiries, and I could barely handle my girlfriend's other half.However, even though I was so confident, I was still defeated after 5 minutes. All kinds of problems rushed in with Guo Furong, so I had no choice but to run away.

The neighbors and relatives of the original big yard, the destruction value soared into the sky.

After stuffing a few more candies for the child, I hurried to the balcony with an excuse.Close the door cautiously, just want to relax, the sudden smell of smoke blows along with the cold wind of the new year.

I held my breath reflexively, looked up, and saw Xiao Jing smoking on the balcony.

Just out of the wolf's den and into the tiger's den, this situation is really the most perfect interpretation.

Today's Xiao Jing is a complete and mature adult, with shirts, ties, suits and pants, and a cool and cool temperament. Looking at me... I just want to hide my face and cry in ice and snow again.

I heard that he went to other provinces not long after graduation, and now he bought a house, and the company he co-founded has started to operate.

Both are college graduates, the gap is so big that I really want to hang myself.

However, Xiao Jing wanted his mother to live a good life since he was a child, and this result is also gratifying.

When Xiao Jing turned his head, I was still staring at him, thinking about the past in boredom. It took me a long time to react, and I hurriedly lowered my head.

The atmosphere on the balcony was uncomfortably stiff, neither of them spoke, only the smell of cigarettes was intermittent.

As a last resort, I rubbed my stupidly smiling face in the living room just now, and raised my head: "Brother... just now I wondered why I didn't see you in the living room, so you are here."

We are all grown-ups, and the day is over with our eyes closed.

Normal mind, normal mind, I comfort myself.

Xiao Jing had a cigarette in his mouth, and the white smoke enveloped his face, only those dark eyes looked at me thoughtfully.

I was terrified of being looked at by him as hopeless, and I clung to the balcony door, not daring to move.

"Long time no see." He took the cigarette out of his mouth.

"Ah...oh, yes." I stammered back to him, as if my heart was being held tightly by a hand.

He nodded slowly: "I thought I would see you at least a few times in college."

I laughed a few times: "Didn't I say that the university is so big, you just need to rest assured, brother."

He also laughed, but he just lowered his eyes and didn't look at me, as if he was laughing to himself. "Lu family, you still remember what happened after so long." After speaking, he glanced at me again, fluttering the cigarette in his hand, "Sorry."

I shook my head and he put the cigarette back in his mouth and took a puff.

To be honest, I felt very uncomfortable and wanted to have a quick chat and leave.But the soles of the feet seemed to have taken root, and they couldn't move a step for a long time. "It's not good to smoke too much. You didn't let me smoke when I was young." I said.

Xiao Jing was taken aback, and smiled at me: "I'm used to it and didn't pay attention, I'm sorry."

He laughed too much today.

We haven't seen each other for too long.

Xiao Jing felt very strange to me.

But very familiar.

After listening to what he said, I immediately pushed open the balcony door, took an ashtray from my dad's window, walked over and stretched it out in front of him.

Xiao Jing stared at me, the smile he just raised hadn't dissipated.He naturally put the smoke out in it.

I shyly put the ashtray aside.

At this time, the big clock in the city center struck twice, eight o'clock.

Xiao Jing was still standing on the balcony, with no intention of leaving.

"That..." I sucked in the cold wind, so cold that I couldn't find anything to say, "Auntie is still used to living outside?"

Xiao Jing: "It's okay, I often talk about the past."

I groaned, nodded, and wanted to say something, but my thoughts went around in a circle, and I died on the way to find a topic.

This is really lifting a rock to shoot yourself in the foot, so I have to follow the words.

"My parents always say that this place is not as lively as the courtyard, so they want me to go back with them to have a look. Every time they see each other, they will tell me which family has a beautiful wife and which family has a baby. You're a big fat boy, and he scolded me for a long time by the way, it's really a shame. But brother..." I looked at him, "Congratulations, everyone was talking in the living room just now, you found a beautiful girlfriend."

I didn't want to say these words, I wanted to hold them in my heart forever.

but--

I don't know anything about what happened to Xiao Jing in the past two years.

Xiao Jing didn't look at me: "It's arranged by my family, we only met a few times."

"Auntie is wrong?!" I smiled, "When you get married, remember to give my brother candy, so that I can feel happy too."

Xiao Jing frowned, and said helplessly, "The Lu family."

"Hey."

I quickly responded, feeling that I hadn't heard him use this tone for a long time.

It's like when I made him carry it on purpose when I was a child or occupied the back seat of his bicycle in junior high school to prevent other girls from succeeding, he would stand in front of me, frowning slightly, with a helpless expression on his face.

"That's great." I said with emotion, "When you get married, I will suffer and become the target of collective bombing. I am still so tender, and my parents are so anxious that I will hang up tomorrow."

Xiao Jing: "Don't talk nonsense when it's Chinese New Year."

His tone of voice remained unchanged, even a little annoyed.

I don't know why he is angry.

However, I no longer have the patience or the status I should have to delve into Xiao Jing's subtle changes.

"Although my parents are very anxious, how can a person like me harm a good girl?" I leaned on the window and called him, "Brother, when the time comes, I will bring my boyfriend back, so you have to help me talk about it." In other words, I don’t want to be beaten to death yet.”

Xiao Jing lowered his head, and I turned my head sideways, meeting his eyes.

His mouth moved.

At this time, I don't know which one set off firecrackers, rumbling ears.

Relatives in the living room came to the balcony and knocked on the door, asking us to watch the Spring Festival Gala.I groaned and hurriedly followed.

The moment I stepped out of the balcony, the singing of the Spring Festival Gala started to fill my ears, and with the previous ones, it became a hodgepodge.My head was buzzing from the noise, so that Xiao Jing couldn't hear anything when he replied.

He followed behind, and I vaguely heard him hum.

When I turned around to confirm, he walked quickly past and walked to the front, leaving only a back.

Silent, completely opposite to the shirt he was wearing, with a pitch-black back.

After tidying up, Xiao Jing walked out of the rental room. After not seeing the sun for a long time, I pretended to cover my eyes with my hands. Oh, I forgot that I was a ghost, and the sun couldn’t reach me at all, so I floated to Xiao Jing very carelessly. behind.

To be honest, I was kind of intimidated.

I thought Xiao Jing would stay in the room all the time and be a hidden handsome pot