Chapter 60 The Loved One of the Mirror
Chapter 60 The Loved One of the Mirror
Natalie chatted with Lu Fen for a while, then got up and came out.When she saw Xie Xingyin standing outside, she was taken aback, then patted his shoulder and left first.Xie Xingyin took a deep breath, then lifted the curtain and walked into the tent.
Lu Fen was sitting inside, the warm light reflected his slightly tired expression, seeing Xie Xingyin coming in, he didn't say anything.The two fell into a moment of silence, obviously the current atmosphere is a bit awkward.Xie Xingyin felt a headache when he remembered that this guy had concealed him for so long for some unknown purpose.
But it was not an option to continue in such a stalemate, in the end it was Xie Xingyin who spoke first.
He smoothed out his complex guilt, and asked Lu Fen a question straightforwardly: "To tell the truth—are you, Xiao Jie?"
This guy has a close relationship with his father, and his age is suitable, Xie Xingyin can't think of any other possibility.When he blurted out these words, his heart beat violently, and he didn't know whether he was expecting or fearing something.
He thought that Lu Fen would not admit it so easily, but he sighed and admitted it.
"Yes."
Xie Xingyin's mood fluctuated violently, he didn't speak, just looked at him with complicated emotions.He didn't understand why Lu Fen didn't tell him, and he also blamed himself for not finding out earlier.
However, for his younger brother, he was still as ruthless as ever.When Xie Xingyin asked him why he couldn't find his information, Lu Fen didn't dare to look him in the eyes, and only said that he didn't use his real name.
"Okay, that's the last question." Xie Xingyin stared at him, "Is Xiao Lu you?"
After hearing what Ye Xing said, he began to become suspicious.
Lu Fen didn't seem to expect that he even guessed this, his expression froze, and after a moment of silence he admitted: "Yes."
Xie Xingyin had no idea how exciting his complexion was at that time, it was probably red and white for a while, and he urgently needed a crack in the ground for him to drill.
He could even understand that Lu Fen didn't tell him other things, but why did this guy pretend to be a young boy, and... keep getting into his arms? !But I really know the way, and treat him like a child and love him very much.
Thinking back to my head getting hot a few days ago, I asked Xiao Lu about his brother's love life... Xie Xingyin didn't catch his breath, and almost lost his breath.
Lu Fen was seriously injured this time, even though the wound had been bandaged and changed into clothes, there was still a light bloodstain on the side cheek, which looked quite sexy at first glance.But Xie Xingyin was not in the mood to appreciate it at all.
Now he doesn't know how to face Lu Fen at all.This guy lied to him for so long, Xie Xingyin couldn't tell whether he was more angry or embarrassed, but Lu Fen obviously thought he was angry.It happened that Xie Xingyin didn't know how to face him, the atmosphere was too strange, he pretended to be angry, turned around and walked out.
Xie Xingyin returned to his tent. Seeing that it was almost dawn outside, he wanted to sleep for a while, but at this time Natalie came in and said that he wanted to chat with him.
"Is he alright?" Xie Xingyin was talking about Lu Fen's physical condition.
"It's pretty bad," Natalie said.
Xie Xingyin's eyes widened slightly in surprise, he didn't look like he was seriously injured when he saw that guy was alive and well.He was thinking about whether Lu Fen joined her to sell himself miserably, but Natalie explained: "Trauma is not the most important thing. Do you know where Lu Fen's problem is? His memory is too good."
Xie Xingyin looked at her, not quite understanding what's wrong with a good memory.
"This is an advantage in the tower, and it is also an absolute disadvantage." Natalie said, "He clearly remembers everything that happened in these years, all the horrors, all the losses. Troubled by these memories, as soon as he closes his eyes, You will see the scene of your former comrades dying in front of you, which is an unimaginable pain for others."
"And there is no solution to this 'disease'." Natalie said word by word, "I can only rely on or even abuse drugs to make myself forget the past, but this is no different from chronic suicide."
Natalie is a physician of the guild, so of course she had discovered Lu Fen's psychological problems long ago, and there was no way to solve them.
"But you know what," Natalie whispered, "it's weird that he can fall asleep when he's with you."
After hearing this, Xie Xingyin was taken aback.But after careful recollection, he did not notice any abnormalities in Lu Fen's sleep.
is that true.But this is too strange, he can soothe Lu Fen's emotions?Why?
After Natalie left, Xie Xingyin sat by the bed alone and thought.He thought it was his childhood dependence, but soon he found that things were not as simple as he imagined.
Just as he was taking off his coat and planning to sleep for a while, he accidentally felt something cold and hard in his pocket.Taking it out for a look, Xie Xingyin remembered the magic mirror he bought before leaving.At some point, the mirror was stained with mottled blood, which flowed randomly across the mirror and the handle, and then dried up into dark brown.
It was too hasty in the dense forest just now, Xie Xingyin only noticed that there was a lot of blood on his coat.At that time, the blood was still uncoagulated, and a large amount of blood flowed into his pocket—of course, this blood was not his, but it could only be Lu Fen's.
Xie Xingyin wiped the blood on his clothes, and then subconsciously wanted to wipe the mirror clean as well.But on second thought, he put his hand down.
As the shopkeeper said, this is a magic mirror that can reflect the one you love.
There was blood now, but when he looked in the mirror, he couldn't see any abnormalities on the mirror, and it was his own face that was reflected.
I'm afraid I bought a fake one.
However, when Xie Xingyin thought about it again, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated.
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Dawn soon dawned, everyone rested all morning, then regrouped and returned, and finally returned to the main city before sunset.
Xie Xingyin went back to his room and slept for a while, when he woke up it was dark.He was thinking about Lu Fen, so he went to see him next door.Even if he was killed, this guy couldn't sleep at all. Thank goodness for being able to sleep for a few hours a week.
When he walked into Lu Fen's room, Xie Xingyin happened to see him hiding something in a drawer.He snatched it over and saw that it was a mess of pills, and suddenly became angry for no reason, and his head was buzzing with anger.
"This medicine is useless to you, why take it?"
Others may not know, but Xie Xingyin is clear.His mother also took the drug, which calms the mood but impairs memory.He wanted to forget the past in this almost self-harming way.
Xie Xingyin felt as if his heart was being pricked by a needle, and his mind was in a mess, so he blurted out: "Why can't you think of something happy?"
After a while, he saw Lu Fen smile bleakly.Happiness, he couldn't think of any happiness.
Natalie said that Lu Fen could fall asleep with him.Xie Xingyin thought it was strange at first, but when he remembered what he saw in the magic mirror, he suddenly had a bold idea.He didn't want him to hurt himself again.
"Lu Fen, look at me." Xie Xingyin walked in front of him, speaking as slowly as possible, "I like you, I'm not coaxing you, I'm serious."
Seeing Lu Fen's eyes light up suddenly, Xie Xingyin knew he had guessed right.While excited, he didn't know what else to do.
Almost at that moment, he understood why Lu Fen refused to speak out.Xie Xingyin sadly realized that in this environment, being in love is not an absolute joy.It might be easier if you don't like it.
But now, he doesn't want this ease anymore.
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