Chapter 105 The Sadness Is Forgetting
Chapter 105 The Sadness Is Forgetting
Jiang Yuchen quietly came to Xiangyun's courtyard and carefully observed the surrounding environment.
After making sure that there was no one else around, he hid in the hidden place in front with confidence, patiently waiting for the best time to enter the yard.
He was wearing the clothes of an ordinary servant and had a black veil covering his face, for fear of being recognized.
He stood there silently, his heart beating fast, nervous and excited.
Time passed minute by minute, and finally, he saw Zijuan and Xueyan walking out of the yard.
He was delighted and ran to the backyard, looking for a place to climb over the wall.
He looked at the wall and wondered how to climb over it.
He quickly found a few large stones, moved them to the wall with great effort, then stepped carefully on the stones and tried to climb to the top of the wall.
After some effort, he finally managed to climb over the wall and entered Xiangyun's courtyard.
Since Xiangyun is pregnant recently, her belly has gradually started to bulge.
Her clothes started to not fit her anymore, and Xiangyun needed nutrition because of her slight deficiency of qi and blood.
So Zijuan and Xueyan decided that one of them would go buy supplements and food, while the other would go to the silk shop to make clothes for Xiangyun.
So today, seeing that Xiangyun was in good condition, the two of them let her lie on the bed and they would be back soon.
Xiangyun has been looking and feeling good lately, and her spirits are gradually recovering.
She was lying on the bed reading a book when suddenly a figure rushed in.
Xiangyun was startled and was about to scream, but the man gently took off his veil and came in front of Xiangyun.
Xiangyun opened her mouth in surprise and looked at the person in front of her in disbelief.
It felt like déjà vu, but I couldn't remember who he was.
"Yun'er, how are you? I'm here!" Jiang Yuchen came to Xiangyun and was about to hold Xiangyun's hand.
Xiangyun looked at him blankly, but buried her hands tightly in the quilt to prevent him from touching her.
Seeing Xiangyun's unfamiliarity with him, Jiang Yuchen suddenly remembered that Xiangyun had been stimulated and her spirits were fluctuating. She probably didn't recognize him at this moment!
So he gently told her: "On the night of fireflies, half is you and half is me. I would like to turn into plaster and make a new you and me!"
Xiangyun suddenly said in a daze: "If we can be a pair of mandarin ducks, I would rather die than be an immortal! But, my Yuchen is lost..."
"Have you seen my Yu Chen?" Xiangyun said resentfully, a line of tears ran across the tip of her nose and fell gently.
Jiang Yuchen could no longer control himself and burst into tears.
She cried and said, "It's all my fault, Yun'er, I'm so sorry!"
Xiangyun suddenly burst into tears, but still looked at Jiang Yuchen as if he were a stranger.
She didn't understand why this person was crying in front of him.
She looked at him wearing strange servant's clothes and saying incomprehensible words, but her heart ached.
She suddenly felt nauseous and could no longer control herself, so she went outside to vomit.
She vomited out all the food in her stomach, as if she was vomiting out all the bitter bile.
Jiang Yuchen panicked. He quickly patted Xiangyun's back gently from behind, with a look of heartache on his face.
After a while, Xiangyun straightened up, looked back at Jiang Yuchen, smiled and said "thank you"!
Only then did Jiang Yuchen notice Xiangyun's slightly bulging belly and gradually fatter figure.
He suddenly realized that Xiangyun was pregnant!
But what really made him sad was not that Xiangyun was pregnant with someone else's child, but the word "thank you".
That light and casual "thank you" made me forget who he was.
He knew it was too late, and he tried hard to hold on, but his weakness and weighing of the pros and cons ruined everything.
He held his head in his hands and curled up weakly in the yard, as if he had forgotten time and everything.
It turns out that the saddest thing is not losing, but forgetting.
Every word Xiangyun said today suddenly pierced his heart like a nail.
Xiangyun returned to the room, drank a glass of water, and then lay quietly on the bed.
She didn't understand the man today, where he came from, why he came to see her, and instead said a lot of inexplicable things.
She only knew that her Yu Chen was lost, but she had forgotten what Yu Chen looked like.
Later she became Mr. Yu's concubine.
Just when they were at a loss, Zijuan and Xueyan came back.
Zijuan and Xueyan walked into the yard talking and laughing.
"Miss Yun, come out quickly. I bought all kinds of pastries. Is there anything you like?" It was Xueyan's voice.
"Yes, Miss Yun, this is the new clothes made for you..." However, before Zijuan finished her words, she saw Jiang Yuchen curled up in the corner.
She was so startled that all the clothes in her hands fell off.
Xueyan hurried to the front and took a look, wondering why he was here.
Then he walked quickly into the house and held Xiangyun's hand.
Zijuan walked up to Jiang Yuchen and said sternly: "You are not welcome here, please get out!"
Jiang Yuchen was still curled up there, motionless.
Zijuan thought he didn't hear her, so she scolded him loudly: "Go away, go away quickly, don't let me see you!"
Jiang Yuchen then raised his head, looked into Zijuan's eyes, and said helplessly: "Miss Zijuan, please be kind and let me go and talk to Xiangyun..."
But before he could finish, Zijuan picked up the shovel in the yard and wanted to hit him.
"Miss Zijuan, listen to me, I have no ill intentions..." Jiang Yuchen said incoherently.
Just then, Xueyan and Xiangyun came out.
Xiangyun slowly walked towards Jiang Yuchen and said softly, "The previous Xiangyun is dead, and now I am just a concubine..."
Jiang Yuchen quickly took her hand, looked into her eyes, and said bitterly: "I am Yuchen, have you forgotten all the memories between us?"
Xiangyun still didn't recognize him. She broke free from his hand, looked at him expressionlessly, and finally said: "Go away, you've got the wrong person!"
Jiang Yuchen looked at him in a daze, and finally slowly took out a strand of black hair from the sleeve of his clothes.
He said unwillingly: "My long hair holds your heart, is this all just a dream?"
Xiangyun glanced at the hair in his hand, just one glance, and the memories of this man slowly came back to her mind.
"I wish your heart is like mine, I will never let you down!
Those pillow whispers, those touching love words, seemed to be crushed by her identity as a courtesan, and all her dreams were shattered before they were even realized.
"Go away, I'm tired..." Xiangyun said, then gently stroked her lower abdomen with her hand and returned to the room.
Leaving everyone looking at each other in bewilderment.
Zijuan winked at Xueyan, and Xueyan hurried back to her room to take care of Xiangyun.
"Mr. Jiang, Young Master Jiang, please come in. If you don't leave, it will be embarrassing when Mr. Yu comes!" Zijuan shouted loudly and ordered them to leave.
Jiang Yuchen said softly, "I was originally a guest who never returned home, but I fell in love with the world because of the wine!
Goodbye, Xiangyun! There is always a lamp for me among the ancient Buddhas and green lamps! "
After saying that, Jiang Yuchen hid the strand of black hair in his sleeve and left without looking back.
Xiangyun hid behind the door of the room, crying inconsolably.
It was too late. The little life in her belly was growing day by day, and she had finally gotten rid of her identity as a court prostitute, and her body was slowly recovering.
All of this cannot be solved by just the word "love"!
She is sometimes lucid and sometimes confused, but she understands that love is as fleeting as a white horse passing by.
si-mexico