Thriller Trainee

228. Trainee dormitory

Xu Sen has something to say to him?

The white-haired young man raised his eyebrows.

Zong Jiu and Xu Sen didn't spend much time dealing with each other in private, it could even be said to be very little.

Because the other person has a relatively calm personality and is usually taciturn, rarely speaking out his true thoughts. But there is no doubt that Xu Sen is a very good person, but he is not good at words. He is absolutely not sloppy in his actions. Moreover, he knows how to control the field. He also knows the deep meaning behind Zongjiu's every command. He is very considerate of the overall situation and understands the general situation. A good subordinate.

In comparison, the previous Xu Su was very fussy and often couldn't use his brain to think. Many times, it was thanks to Xu Sen that he was able to pull him back. But he has an outgoing personality, so Zong Jiu interacts with him more. Even Tsuchimikado often takes care of this little brother who has not experienced any beatings from society.

So when Xu Sen made such a request, Zong Jiu couldn't help but feel a little confused.

But he was still confused, and he still nodded on the surface: "Okay."

Xu Su responded, and accidentally burped in tears because he had been crying for too long. When he realized what he was doing, his face turned red immediately.

Only at this time can you see some traces of his former youth and popularity from this young boy.

Even if Zong Jiu didn't care about this anymore, this wasn't the first time he heard people say that Xu Su was becoming more and more silent, locking himself in his room every day and not going out, and going crazy to open a training ground in the main system in order to make himself stronger.

Xu Su wiped away her tears, placed the Book of the Dead in her hand solemnly on the coffee table in front of the sofa, and walked out of the conference room, looking back three times, not forgetting to help them close the door.

It seemed like this was a private conversation.

Zong Jiu put down his hand and walked to the sofa to sit down.

After about three seconds, Xu Sen's voice came from the air in front of him.

"I took the liberty of asking Xiaosu to call you. I'm sorry to disturb Brother Jiu."

"fine."

The magician waved his hand, a little strange: "I heard from Zhuge An that in the end you used forbidden black magic through sacrifice?"

"Yes." Xu Sen replied: "It is indeed a sacrificial black magic that consumes life force. Fortunately, it did not harm the soul, otherwise even the Book of the Dead would be unable to do anything."

"However, even the Book of the Dead can only barely communicate with the dead. It is not a summoning technique that can also summon souls. After all, it is just drinking poison to quench thirst."

Zong Jiu knew what Xu Sen meant.

Even if Zhuge An secretly brought the Book of the Dead to Xu Su, it would only be a short-term trade-off.

Xu Sen is dead, this is an irreversible fact. Even if you can talk to him through S-class props, you won't be able to accompany Xu Su for a lifetime, because people will always be reincarnated. If you can't let go of your obsession, you will just wander around the Wangchuan River. One day the soul will dissipate into heaven and earth.

At this point, Xu Sen paused for a moment, "So... I want to ask you, no, beg you."

"If you can get the last universal wishing ticket, please don't choose... to resurrect everyone."

This time, Xu Sen's request really surprised Zong Jiu, "Why?"

"Because the pain will never end."

Xu Sen's usually steady voice was also choked with sobs, "Even if they survive, there is no way for the survivors to return to the real world in the infinite loop. One day in the future, as time goes by, even if I If we survive and can really be together with Xu Su, we will inevitably face the death of another person. This cannot be avoided and will definitely come."

indeed.

In the infinite loop, the survival time of senior survivors is only stable at about three years, but for more survivors, let alone one year, it is difficult to survive even one copy, and the survival rate is appallingly low.

After a high-level veteran survivor passes a difficult and terrifying dungeon, the main system will assign him to a higher and more difficult dungeon based on the survivor's strength. If this continues for a long time, even experienced survivors will not be able to escape death.

Earlier, it is unclear when the infinite loop began to exist. But just from the fact that the representative figure Gui Guzi also died in the Fengshenyan copy, we can know that the ending of all those who try to break this cycle will not be much better.

Just like Xu Sen.

If Zongjiu made a wish to bring everyone back to life, everyone would be happy.

However, after they return to the infinite loop from the horror trainee competition, and after the rest time of the competition rewards runs out, the survivors are destined to return to the mode of being forced to enter the horror dungeon to perform tasks every month.

Maybe the next year will be happy, but what about two years, what about three years?

Xu Sen said tremblingly: "But we have no choice...to welcome each other's death again."

Everyone can see how much psychological shadow and harm Xu Sen's departure has caused to Xu Su. Even if he were replaced by Xu Sen, it would be the same. Especially if one party is resurrected in the future, and after communicating with each other and confirming the relationship, they still know that there is a dead end at their feet.

This was already the case for the first separation, let alone the second time?

"I know this request is very selfish, but when I heard Xu Su tell me, this was the only thought that came to my mind."

Xu Sen recalled the moment when he got the Book of the Dead and successfully contacted him not long ago. Xu Su cried into tears and happily told him that when Ninth Brother decided to kill all his dead companions, Xu Sen Sen didn't say anything, but his heart suddenly felt sad.

"So...if you can, please don't make this wish."

Xu Sen's voice was obviously filled with tears that could not be calmed down.

It was obvious how determined and cruel this decision and request was for him.

Who doesn't want to live and kiss the one they love under the sun?

"If possible, I just want Xu Su to live well, preferably to get out of the infinite loop, and then... forget about me."

This was also the promise Zong Jiu made with them at the very beginning.

He said he wanted to take everyone out of the infinite loop.

The conference room fell silent.

Suddenly, Zong Jiu asked: "Did Zhuge An tell you something?"

Xu Sen said "Ah", and there was an unpretentious confusion in his voice: "No... He didn't talk to me at all. It was Xu who contacted me and summoned me. millet."

The magician frowned slightly, put his hands on his temples and rubbed them gently, his light pink pupils looking deep in thought.

Reminiscent of what Fan Zhuo said to him alone in the conference room, the devil made a disdainful evaluation of Zhuge.

Even thinking about it further, Xu Sen and Zhuge An entered the S-level dungeon together. Zhuge An went to the wrong space door, put himself in danger in the dungeon, consumed his stand-in doll props for Xu Sen, and finally made an unusual sacrifice. Festival...

And now, why was it that Zhuge An was able to randomly open the Book of the Dead, an S-level item, and get this item into Xu Su's hands as soon as possible?

It’s really not Zong Jiu’s fault, but this series of coincidences is just too much of a coincidence.

If there are too many coincidences, then the coincidence is not a coincidence, but a necessity.

Zong Jiu had no doubt that Zhuge An had such ability.

Whether it's his unpredictable nature that overdraws his ability to predict the future, or his convoluted and elusive mind and brain.

A stream of light seemed to flash in his mind at an extremely fast speed, but when he tried to catch up, it disappeared into the depths of his mind.

To no avail, Zong Jiu put down his hand and said calmly: "I understand."

"I can understand your thoughts. But you seem to have never considered Xu Su's thoughts."

The white-haired young man hit the nail on the head: "For Xu Su, he doesn't know how to do it, and he doesn't want to think about the future or what the future will be like. He just wants you to come back."

"If he knew that you were talking to me on your own, and that you wanted to erase his memory and return to reality, he would be very angry."

"I know." Xu Sen said bitterly, "But I just want him to live."

Xu Su didn't think that far ahead. He just wanted Xu Sen to come back, and he just wanted to hug his lover who he couldn't express his feelings for.

But Xu Sen will think very far, not only now, but also in the future, and he doesn't want to make Xu Su sad.

If there is a next time, whether Xu Su or Xu Sen dies, the other person will definitely die for love without hesitation.

"I am already a dead person, but he is still alive. As long as he is alive, there is hope."

Rarely, Zongjiu was a little confused.

He is not quite able to understand such a feeling. Such a person is willing to give up his own chance of living in exchange for the carefree feelings of another person.

Just like he asked the old nun when he was very young, the book said that no one would be nice to another person for no reason, so why did you adopt me and take care of me since I was a child, without asking for anything in return?

The old nun said it was love.

Zongjiu still doesn't understand, and he still hasn't understood it after all these years.

Once in the Crazy Circus copy, he told the devil that hate cannot bind a person, but love can.

The most different nature between him and the devil is that Zongjiu admits that there is love, but he doesn't understand it.

The devil not only didn't understand or admit it, he also sneered at it.

Just like Xu Su and Xu Sen, is this love?

Maybe so. thought the magician.

Love is sacrifice, love is courage, love is fearless.

But even if Zong Jiu could know what it was, if it were to be put into his own body and he should give up his own interests and happiness for someone...

At one moment, an obscure shadow flashed across his mind, and then it was extinguished in the next second.

impossible.

A magician can never give up or sacrifice anything for another person.

"I know why you're here."

Zongjiu stopped thinking.

He stood up from the sofa and said calmly: "If there is a chance, I will consider it."

"If possible, please cut off the communication first. When Xu Su comes in later, I will hand over the Book of the Dead to him, and regardless of the outcome, I will not disclose the content of our conversation. ”

"Okay, thank you for your generosity."

Xu Sen replied immediately and disappeared behind the Book of the Dead again.

The conference room fell into silence again.

After confirming that Xu Sen had left, Zong Jiu picked up the Book of the Dead placed on the coffee table and took out his tarot cards from the system backpack.

He covered the two S-class props with his fingers, his pupils slightly darkened.

No matter what, Zongjiu always had a grudge against the moon card, which represented deception.

He wanted to know what Zhuge An had lied to him and what part of the prophecy he had concealed.

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