si-mexico Chapter 190 His love should not be a burden to her
Chapter 190 His love should not be a burden to her
Gu Yue finally succumbed to Yun Jingman because he actually understood her. Perhaps it was because he could empathize with her that he understood her.
However, Gu Yue asked Yun Jingman to give him three days to prepare the medicine and take it with him.
The autumn is chilly as water, and the Butterfly Valley is always a little chilly at night. Yun Jingman really can't sleep. She will leave the Butterfly Valley tomorrow and leave her peaceful days. She finds that she is reluctant to leave.
I walked out of the bedroom and looked up at the moon, which was actually a waning moon.
He wanted to go to the eaves to watch the moon, but found that his acupoints were blocked and he could not use light skills. He had to look for a ladder to climb up.
I looked everywhere but couldn't find the long ladder. I lost interest and wanted to go back.
Suddenly, Ran grabbed her waist, and she landed on the roof with a light and graceful figure and a whoosh. A faint scent of medicine came with the wind.
"moon……"
"Ah."
"How did you know I was coming up?" Yun Jingman asked in confusion. She stared at the profile of the person wearing the butterfly mask with her watery eyes, and suddenly she had the urge to take off the butterfly mask.
"Guessed." He said lightly.
Yun Jingman kept staring at Gu Yue's profile. Gu Yue felt the burning gaze and coughed lightly to hide her embarrassment.
"Yue, before I leave, can you give me a gift?" Yun Jingman said in a low voice.
"What?" Gu Yue turned her head and looked at Yun Jingman.
An autumn breeze blew by, lifting up a few strands of Yun Jingman's hair. Gu Yue, who was sitting in the leeward position, had those strands of hair passing around his face, bringing a burst of fresh fragrance of black hair.
It is intoxicating and makes the heart rippling.
Yun Jingman smiled slightly, her brows relaxed. Only when she was with Gu Yue could she relax. Her lips opened slightly with a smile: "I want to see the face under the mask."
She had always been curious about this mysterious man, Gu Yue, whose appearance, identity, behavior, and manners were all mysterious. She was really curious about what his face was like...
Gu Yue was stunned for a moment, turned away, and coldly refused: "No!"
Once his face was known... this was the only thing he could not do to fulfill Jingman's wish.
Yun Jingman was not annoyed after being harshly rejected. He smiled, lay down along the eaves, rested his head on his hands, and looked up at the waning moon.
Silently, he looked at the sky quietly, with a hint of awkwardness in the air.
After a long, long time, when Gu Yue thought Yun Jingman would never talk to him again, Yun Jingman said calmly, "Even if it's my last request before I die, is that not possible?"
Yun Jingman knew that perhaps the farewell to him tomorrow would be forever. Even if she killed Baili Haoxuan, she would not be able to survive in this world.
"Don't talk nonsense. You will be fine." Gu Yue lowered her eyes and looked at Yun Jingman who looked indifferent, but it hurt her heart.
Gu Yue didn't know whether what he said was to comfort Yun Jingman or to comfort himself.
"It doesn't matter. This person should have died four years ago. Yue gave me four more years. That's enough."
"Maner..." It felt like a thorn in my throat and I couldn't utter a word.
"If, the person I met first was you, would my life be different?" Yun Jingman muttered to himself, whispering softly, his watery eyes rolling at the sad waning moon.
I remembered my sad self...
"If you can forget the past, your life will be different." Gu Yue tried to persuade Yun Jingman.
"You can't go back, nothing can go back. If there is a next life, Yue, remember to meet me first." Yun Jingman's innocent smile contained a hint of bitterness.
Why are people always so cowardly, always fantasizing about an impossible future, always making promises that are impossible to fulfill.
Gu Yue wanted to blurt out that he didn't want the next life, he only wanted this life. However, he couldn't say it, because once he said it, it would become a burden to her.
His love should not be a burden to her.
That night, he stayed quietly beside her. The two of them were silent, looking at the sad waning moon, with a little melancholy in their hearts.
He always hoped that this night would pass slowly, more slowly, and more slowly, so that he could stay with her more time.
However, no matter how long the night is, it will eventually brighten, and as soon as dawn breaks, they know that separation is imminent.
Gu Yue carefully wrapped up the pills that she had prepared over the past three days, and reluctantly handed them to Yun Jingman. She led two horses out.
"One horse is enough." Yun Jingman said with a smile.
"Why?" Gu Yue asked puzzled.
"I'm tired and don't want to ride a horse. Yue, take me." Yun Jingman said lightly.
Gu Yue led Yun Jingman onto the horse, let her lean on him, and tried to slow down the horse's speed to spare Yun Jingman the pain of the bumpy road.
She was not tired and didn't want to ride a horse. Instead, she wanted to rely on Gu Yue for a few more days, and at the end of her life, she wanted to enjoy the feeling of relying on others. Her life was too hard and tiring, and she could only feel at ease when she was with Gu Yue.
She knew that Gu Yue treated her specially, and she also knew what Gu Yue was thinking. However, at the wrong time, even if Gu Yue was the right person, they couldn't fall in love. Besides, what right did she have to talk about love now?
Gu Yue, I meant what I said last night. If there is a next life, remember to find me first, and we can just love each other in a plain and simple way...