si-mexico Chapter 218 The reason is
Chapter 218 The reason is
"When I think about it now, I want to slap myself. I was so stupid and foolish. Like a fool. You care about others, but do they care about you? Are all the things you do meaningful? Absolutely not."
"Before you got married, you were like that. Now, let me figure out a way."
"Why prepare three turns and one ring for my brothers? I didn't give birth to them, I didn't raise them, I don't owe them anything. I won't do it. I can't do it."
"Is this why we ask you to get up early and exercise? When something happens, you need to be able to protect yourself first before you can protect others."
"Jiang Xiu, if you were to work now and receive a salary, I know you'd like to spend it on your family, but you'll be married in the future and have a partner and children."
"Your salary remains the same, unchanged. You no longer have the ability to do this. What are you going to do? Are you going to jump into the river too?"
"To be honest, your second brother can't beat me. I've been training for years to protect myself. Without the necessary conditions, I created them. No one will protect me except myself."
"Young people graduating from urban primary and secondary schools, in addition to those who can continue their studies and find employment in the city, should actively respond to the country's call and go to the countryside and mountains to participate in agricultural production."
"I married a local and my family is here. I can't leave them and come back. Most of the people here are female educated youth. Why would they get married? You haven't thought about it."
"What was it like to go to the countryside and study? What was life like for the educated youth? They say there are three types of people in this world who have the closest relationships: those who carried a gun (comrades-in-arms), those who went to the countryside (educated youth), and those who went to school with you (classmates)."
"In our courtyard, there was a girl named Liu Zhaodi, a sent-down youth. She responded to the call to go to the countryside to receive re-education and training from the poor and lower-middle peasants. She had no choice but to go; she was a high school student and the eldest in her family."
"Luckily, she has been an outgoing person with a straightforward personality since she was young, so when she went to the countryside, she didn't cry. Instead, she was curious about everything in the countryside. But when she got there, she found it was too hard."
"The family she lived with had two grandchildren crying out for food, and she had one more mouth to feed. Even if she split a pancake in half, she still couldn't fill it up. She cried out in hunger every day."
"Later, she married the eldest son of the family and gave birth to a daughter. Because of this daughter, her mother-in-law always disliked her. After all, the concept of favoring sons over daughters is particularly serious."
"She wanted to come back to visit her family, but the rural police were so strict they were afraid she'd run away, even restricting her communications. So, she completely lost contact with her family and gave up the idea of returning home."
"Later, she gave birth to a boy and left the child behind. Her mother-in-law was watching over her, and only then was she allowed to return with her husband to visit. She didn't even dare to cry."
"She said that after she gave birth to her daughter there and had new educated youth, she realized that they were not warm-hearted fellow villagers but man-eating demons."
"On the first day, they searched my bag. My money, my bills, my food, everything was confiscated. They say that impoverished places breed unruly people. If I went to a certain family, it meant I would become their daughter-in-law. To carry on the family line."
"There are basically no girls in the village. Each family only keeps one. What's the purpose of keeping her? To take care of the whole family."
"That's why I don't want to go to the countryside, and why your brother doesn't want you to go. There's so much evil you haven't seen."
"There were even 78 men in one family but only one woman. They would swap girls with other families in the village who had girls."
"You have too little room to maneuver. The family compound, Jiangjia Village. You might be wondering why I'm talking about spending money and it ends up being all this."
"You need to think it through carefully. No matter how much I say, it won't work. You're on your own. I won't change my lifestyle."
"If you want to eat, I don't need yours. If you don't want to eat, I don't care. If there are any leftovers, you can give them to the geese in the goose house outside. I don't care what these unimportant people think of me. Including those gossipers in the family compound."
After saying that, Gu Lixia went back to the house.
Led Jiang Wen into the space.
separate.
Everyone goes back to their houses.
After washing up, Gu Lixia came out and poured herself a glass of water.
Go back and fall asleep.
It’s Jiang Wen.
The first time I didn't read a book.
Instead, think about who is right and who is wrong.
Until I go to sleep, I think I am right.
I don’t plan to change it in the future.
I am an adult.
When I was eating meat with Gu Lixia in the space, I started swallowing my saliva as soon as I saw the meat.
Jiang Xiu, who rarely sees meat in a year, is also greedy.
I just feel that there is no money at home and we need to save money.
In the past, Jiang's father paid his salary every month.
I never say save half and use the rest for household use.
There is no way to keep the money.
Too many people want to borrow.
My family needs to spend it.
I even had to send money to my eldest brother and his family when they were not back.
After returning home, my sister-in-law was still unwilling to invest the money in the family.
Instead, I have to save money for my wife's family.
That's why no money was saved.
Moreover, Jiang Wen knew that Gu Lixia was kind-hearted and generous.
Also good to my family.
Therefore, Jiang Wen could not say that Gu Lixia was wrong.
You can only look for the reasons in your own family.
The three Jiang Huainan brothers are still young and greedy.
I want to eat delicious food.
Jiang Xiu wants to save money.
The problem is that Gu Lixia’s space cannot be exposed.
So, what to say?
Jiang Wen fell asleep while thinking.
Jiang Xiu figured it out on her own.
It's dangerous, so be it.
It's their business if they're willing to take risks.
Fortunately, I haven't hidden it from myself yet.
I can also help provide cover.
Human desires are endless.
There is no stage where I can say that I am satisfied.
Jiang Xiu knew that she couldn't persuade others to stop.
I can only pretend not to know.
After making the decision, I fell asleep.
The three brothers returned to the house, and Huainan was also thinking that indeed, the food at home had changed since Second Aunt came home.
But it’s not my turn to be the housekeeper.
The pension has not been touched either.
Then it has nothing to do with you.
Just eat and drink and grow up.
Huainan hopes that time will pass faster every day.
Faster.
This way I can take over early.
Huaibei and Huaixi, neither of them heard clearly what was said.
Don't pay attention at all.
……
In the middle of the night, the door slammed.
Accompanied by the voice shouting Jiang Wen.
Gu Lixia got up quickly.
Tell Jiang Wen to put on his clothes.
Go out first.
I left the house and shivered.
It's too cold.
The night is as cold as water.
The knocking on the door continues.
Gu Lixia asked, "Who? What's going on?"
Uncle Hu coughed and said, "Open the door, Jiang Wen's wife, my little grandson Dandan has a high fever and is having malaria. The old woman said you have medicine at home, please give him a pill, it's a matter of life and death."
In Gu Lixia's memory, Analgin was the "miracle fever-reducing drug" of this era.